PIMPLES POP! PIMPLES POP!! PIMPLES POP!!! its the week of the month again~ as per normal, stomach cramp and PIMPLES lur~! x.x

damn.. i've noticed that my legs became FATter~~ AND RAZIF SAID I'VE GROWN FATTER THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE BODY! I DONT WANT!!~!~~!~!~!!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!! WTH. i ate nth~ i seriously ate lesser this... month? FINE ALRIGHT. after N, GYM EVERY TUESDAY AND THURSDAY, JOGGING WITH ZHENGKANG EVERY WEDNESDAY, PLUS 120 SIT-UPS AND 100 CRUNCHES AT HOME EVERYDAY ALRIGHT. and tell me if there is any leg exercise to be done so that i can slim down my leg~ stupid fats.. im gonna either turn you into muscles or BURN you!! =.=''

ohya~ daddy changed the internet to unlimited already~! find me for games after N k people.. lols.

i am seriously aimimg 3pts for N already. 1 week, 7 days, 168 hrs, 10080 mins, 604800 seconds, I CAN DO IT! alright. i wont be touching this com until 6 oct. people, MISS ME!! =D

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE TAKING 'O's AND 'N's! STUDY SMART. NOT HARD.. =]

WAN ZHEN IS CUTE TODAY BECAUSE SHE DIDNT BULLY ME TODAY~ this is wad she asked me to write. she did bully me actually. drew on my hand and papers again. LOL. nvm~ she happy la.. as long as i know that she is not cute. hahaha~! =x

went to watch haunted apartments with zk today. =] its not that scary actually. just the ugly ghost. haha. reason that had the apartment cursed is out in the end. 3 stars outa 5 i shall rate.

all my cousins are beauty and hunks! so love them all. its great to have close r/s with cousins isnt it? duh. wad am i talking..

never jump to conclusions when you dont know the real story. its never fair to the others who is involved in that conclusion of YOURS..

12 more days to N. according to my study time plan, i am suppose to study geo for today. all my notes are in a mess. im lazy to find it. lols.

since ytd i marked my last yr N level paper, my score for paper 1 is ONLY 40/60, paper 2 was ONLY ONLY ONLY 15/FOURTY ok.. i feel so freaking disappointed. discouraged. so wad if i've passed? my aim is 1 k.. see that? 1. O-N-E. one! and i got a 5? argg... i seriously have the feel of crying when i see that mark okay.. fine. i'll stress and pressure myself into studying math now.

im thinking of aiming a 1 for sci also. but i think i'll at most get a 3? stress and pressure again. Mrs chan says im quite gd at my coursework already. so i'll just have to concentrate on my theory and i can get a 1 easily. so, 1+1+1=? 3! haas. easier said than done. wadeva. i'll just study la.

as for ytd, more & more DISGUSTING GAYS are being "created" in this class. people who know MY point of GAY, should know who am i talking about. you think you are funny, let me tell you, YOU ARE NOT. brainless GAYS.

WAN ZHEN CANT SEE MY BLOG! SO I'LL TELL EVERYONE THAT SHE BULLY ME! SHE IS NOT CUTE ANYMORE! hahahahahas.. crazy..

today, again, wan zhen never fails to bully me everyday. q: after school, went t meet zhengkang to have lunch tgt. =] and he, never fails to tickel me everytime we meet. =/ then he send me home. imisshim..

alright! i'll go study my geo now. ss is totally gonecase, so i'll just get a 5 for combine humanities. =] then i'll watch LIAO ZHAI! cyaos!

ever tot of wad would it be if i ever leave this house or "mine"? imagine the scene teachers come talking to me, parents coming to school t find me, begging me to go home. haas. fun? irritating? troublesome? no face?

her stupid i-am-always/forever-right attitude. pisses me off. people who dont listen to me, dont wanna talk to me, dont eat things that I buy~ wth? wtf? im in no wrong. for wad must i apologise to you? quarreling over small matters. clothings. SEEING a guy sending me home. hello? we are not even holding hands. we were just merely smiling t each other. wads the big fcuk?! when was that time? let me recall. it seems to be 1 mth ago? a clever girl wont let a guy know where she lives. you are just being RIDICULOUS~! this is what they call generation gap?

i did call mummy when you came home. i tried to talk to you before. wad was your attitude? kept quiet and gave me the fcuking face of yours. is that your so-called dont wanna talk to me? you went a big round, telling didi if you think YOU ALL are right, go and do it. i wont wanna give a damn about YOU ALL already. YOU ALL dont try to argue with me ok. i just hate it when YOU ALL do that. YOU ALL are wrong means wrong. for wad do you still got to argue?! and indirectly shooting me. this is wad you call I, YOUR DAUGHTER is in the wrong? LAUGH MY ASS OUT. HA. HA. HA.

if it wasnt for daddy and grandma, i have already packed up and leave ok. dont eat the stuffs that YOU buy ehx? you wanna make it clear with me, i'll make it clear with you. those are daddy's money. he paid for it. so it is not bought by YOU ok.

you make all those stupid comments on YOUR daughter, fine. i keep quiet. that is because i respect you alright. dont step too much across the line. lyk mother lyk daughter. you should know my limit MOTHER.

dont tell me "its coz she care and concern for you, she wants to protect you. if you are not her daughter, she wouldnt give a damn" i know all these. I KNOW. i dont mind the way she dont let me have hp, go out, boyfriend wadever shit. I DONT MIND. as long as she can change her i-am-always/forever-right attitude, i'll ask no more. because of that stupid attitude of yours, you've caused people getting pissed off by you.

countdown to freedom: 20 DAYS!

gnakgnehzssimenelime. >.<

postpostpost~! (requested by geri) hahas..

since my ah Goon kept saying about me in her blog, i shall say some about her for today..
morning, for 2 periods of pe and math each, we have a total of 4 free periods. both of us were hyper active then. she bully me i bully her. did i just say i bullied her? but she bullied me more.. we bullied niao niao also la. MUAHAHAHA!! opps. =x

seriously, niao niao is the ONLY GUY in this class can. the rest are totally... ... UNGENTLEMEN gays Gays GAYS!! inconsiderate kiddos. childish. lamers. BRAINLESS ONES! im not bad k.. this is agreed by all 4n2 girls.. so.. MUAHAHAHA!!

alright, after recess, there is still a lil energy left in me n ahGoon. so we continued t play during mt free period. then, energy went out. so we kept almost quiet after that.. lols.

anyway, did i mentioned i bought a white nailpolish ytd? i so so sooo love it la.. hahas. people, see me with white nails as soon as N is over.. [;

tired for now. i'll end here! NITES PEOPLE!

25 days to freedom!!

2 down, 6 to go..

totally gone case for SS... not even a question of srilanka came out. the scene during exam was kinda funny i tot. imagine.. as invigilator said:"you are to stop writing now" everyone started to look at each other but kept quiet throughout the time where test papers are checked. as the invigilator announced: "ok. you may go now." everybody stood up:" ARGGG... NO SRILANKA LEHX..." totally... ... i dunnoe how to say. lols. to me, its just funny la. haas.

went t zk's hse t study today. somebody still need me to teach him math lehx.. who huh? hahas. lalala~ i love him. =]

today is 6.09.06

im bored for now, so i came to blog. should be studying for mt n ss instead. but, not in the mood la. haha. but i did study a lil just now la. plus ytd's a lil.. so total i've learned more than a lil. ok. i dont know what am i talking.

muahahaha~ first time ever for so long am i sooo bored.

anyway, i recalled that i ACCIDENTLY stepped on a cockroach and made it paralysed i suppose. i was walking, then i saw smth black on the floor moving. not directly saw it. just lyk, looking forward, but you can see your surroundings, just not that clearly that kind.. so my right foot went up front, and *krak krick krak* i turned back, seeing that lil creature struggling to stand on its feet but unable to, and i went shit.. when i went shit.., im not refering to that lil creature, but the feel of disgusting feeling under my shoe.. i know im bad.. but, I HATE GAGAssss!! so, too bad for that lil creature to pick the wrong timing to run from one end to another. but i feel bad for not crushing it dead instead of causing it t be paralysed la. MUAHAHAHAHA!!

I HATE INSECTS and BALLOONS!! HATE HATE HATE!!

alright, im off t study now. i miss him lur~~~ hahas. did i ever say i felt damn blessed to have him? xD

a blink of an eye, it end of the month again. this time, it did not remind me the nearing of N but the nearing of end of the year. all sec 4s having their Ns and Os. friends and besties and MEMORIES who are taking Os esp. you guys will be in this school for the last year. the memories.. the fun.. the tears.. the laughters. everything that we had in this school, with each other, gosh.. thinking back, since sec 1. how newbie we are? until now.. we've grown. hahas.

i still rmb how i became a part of my memories girls. sec 1, i was in choir. i was chosen to be in alto. at then, a senior, hui ying, was sitting between me and net. then, she introduced both of us t each other. thats how we met. then, i get to know jus, stella and rui. after a couple of months, i knew all of them. and that was when i am being recognised as a part of MEMORIES! all these bitches are so funny and they truly care about each other alot. so im seriously very happy knowing them. =] im unable to go out with them often due to restrictions from mummy. until this year, i get to spent more time with them! all the laughters, the sadness, the troubles.. and now, thinking of the end of year coming, it'll be the last yr in wgs for some of them.

Girls, make sure we keep in contact with each other k? inform each other when no is changed. i wanna spent all OUR bdays with you all.

I LOVE YOU GIRLS!!

as for my MUSHROOMS.. ys & zhen have decided not to come back. but both of you must still do well for ur Ns ok! also remember to keep in contact! rui and jun.. the results you've got for now is for prelims. its not the end of it yet. study harder! and study SMARTER! you'll definitely come back next year. we will see ourselves tgt again!! WE WILL!

IF YOU THINK YOU CAN, YOU CAN! IF WE THINK WE CAN, WE CAN!! =]

jia you! moments for the past 2 years shall look forward to collect even more memories for the next year! NEVER SAY DIE. i believe we can make it. :)